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2011-11-27T01:52:00.002+08:00

I wanted to blog, but ended up deleting everything that I've typed.

2011-11-27T01:48:00.001+08:00

那些年错过的大雨

那些年错过的爱情
好想告诉你告诉你我没有忘记
那天晚上满天星星
平行时空下的约定
再一次相遇我会紧紧抱著你
紧紧抱著你

-那些年

2011-07-25T11:21:00.000+08:00

Hi, faker.

2011-07-25T00:33:00.003+08:00

Life has been so stressed up. You know, having java assignment during ut sucks.
Really sucks. Rushing here and there. The worst thing is not understanding what I am doing.

Codes and codes.

I hate that I'm falling asleep everytime I do codes or studying for ut. I would always end up getting shock when I wake up. Not having enough rest is the worst thing. I just need more sleep, why is it seems so difficult now?

I really hate the decision of coming into an IT course. I didnt choose this school and course. But why am I in here? Fate I guess. Most of the people here are great, but not the education system.

Thinking and thinking of what can I do to change, for the better. I couldnt answer myself. I guess I have to just accept the truth that I got into this school and I'm already in the second year. Life still goes on. The school doesnt even concern about the stress that are giving to the students and work just keeeeeeeeep piling up. It just sucks, you know.

Nightmares and nightmares every night. What can I do to prevent those? My answer is I don't know. It might be that I've got so stress these few days that I tend to think a lot. Dance practice, tuition, cotton on and school.

I am so tempted to delete this blog and start a new one, a new url. But, I couldn't bear to, too much memories in here. The days where we had so much fun, be it with clique, idiots and friends.

Sometimes I just feel that getting into poly is like getting into another stage of life. One of two people I know are not as nice. But what can I do? Simply nothing. 睁一只眼，闭一只眼。

I need to know life isn't perfect.

2011-07-24T02:02:00.002+08:00

Can I make this alive again?

I don't think there's any motivation. I just have the urge to blog again.

I don't know why.

2010-09-02T00:48:00.002+08:00

I haven't been really studying lately and I think, I'm going to fail badly for my UT3.

Oh no oh no. I don't know why I get distracted over little things! But certainly, studying at home is way more effective! I get so distracted when studying with LPS! We can chat non stop about Kpop! We've got endless conversation about Super Junior, really. No kid.

I still remember we watched the Ryeowook hitting Sungmin during the No other performance for 11 times in class! We never get sick of watching all Super Junior's music video. ALWAYS.

I think studying at home is slightly better. SLIGHTLY. I've got 15 topics to study for every module. After I studied every topic, I would go and check my facebook, twitter or even surf the youtube for Suju and SHINee's videos. I'M REALLY. FAILURE.

Anyway, yesterday went back to HKSS. :D Hoho.
Pictures tomorrow, alright! I'm so lazy to get my memory card and adapter to insert into my laptop. If' I've got no time tomorrow (cus I need to really mug now!), then Friday/Saturday! :D

Alright. For those who have exams coming up, which I think is everyone, JYJY! Please study hard and survive! :D LOVE DEEP DEEP!

BYEBYE.

2010-08-30T01:48:00.005+08:00

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Hello world!

Finally back to blogging. I know I don't update that often. Ha! No excuses, simply because I'm lazy! (:

Few days back, I can't remember which day(serious stm i've got). If i'm not wrong, I think it's a Friday. Met up with FTG for some mugging session cus all our exams are coming. ): As usual, only the girls managed to study and the guys got distracted very easily! They chit chatted almost every minute and even start to play dota.

Oh, something I forgot to mention. I slipped when I was on my way to the room! Lucky there's nobody around, only sok kee. But I always fall/slipped/almost slipped. ALWAYS. No kidding. I'm always in the midst of almost-slipped situation. I guessed it's because all my shoes are non-friction?

Exams are coming. And i'm still distracted by the lovely and speedy internet I have at home. It's not actually that fast, but at least still can load my facebook and twitter. I can't study at home! That's a bad thing! Thus, I'm meeting the rest tomorrow @ Coffee Bean/ Library to mugggggg our way through. :D We went to Coffee Bean before last week. Sadly, we didn't manage to get a seat near the plug. So we went to JE lib to continue. (: I suddenly felt that I'm so hardworking. :D It's only once in a while.

Alright, gotta get some sleep! Yesterday(it's past 12am!) was sucha busy day, because I went to help out and went for ABC in the morning. Too much sweating causes exhaustion?

2010-08-22T02:00:00.006+08:00

Hello! I'm finally blogging a proper post! :D

One particular saturday, (which i forgotten the date), Mira, Bobo and I went to do some good deed! We went to do a voluntary work around Marsiling area. The main thing of the work is to go door by door and knocked on the door, reminding the elders not to open doors for strangers and not wear valuables out when they go to do grocery shopping at market etc etc. Those elders or families were actually living in a one room flat. At the sight of it, makes us feel sad. It's like, the things we can do for them is limited.

However, they didn't really treat us unfriendly or what, they talked to us nicely. (: just one or two that peep through the door hole and refused to open the door for us. So we have to just forget it. An experience gained though! :D

It's been a week since holiday. In RP, we changed class every semester. In other words, i'm not gonna have any lesson together with W15M. ): We cherished every moment together during that last week. Took alot of photos! I think there's like 5 cameras in total?
WE ARE TOTAL CAMWHORES!! :D

Something bad we did. We wanted to take photos with every faci, except for enterprise faci! Heeees. (: We just don't like him, biased guy.

The last day is the most emotional. Everybody asked everyone to take care and took a ultra long video bidding farewell to the whole of W15M. ): And, thanks again. I'm the only one who cried again. I'm already a crybaby in their eyes. AAAAAAAAH. LOSE FACE. But nehmind, being the youngest and lame 17, they understooded. (:

Actually I could hold on to my tears. But stupid Seck said, " Shihui, I'm wow-ed that you didnt cry today!" Then my tears couldnt hold any longer and I immediately squatted down.

Anyway, thanks alot W15M. For the wonderful and unforgettable memories your gave. Remember the wassup sign? Those are precious! :D I still remember the days we love to do the sign so much that, everybody came in and we started to disturb by doing that sign. After that, I started with the goodbye sign trend. (: We had to do it with everyone before we leave. We spent like 2 mins doing it with the whole class before we actually go home everyday.

NEXT TIME WHEN WE SEE EACH OTHER, WE STILL MUST DO THE PIAK PIAK SIGN OKAY!

And and, not to forget, our first class outing! It's successful and fun. (: Everybody had so much fun that day at Sentosa. Thanks for the cake! I'm really thankful for the celebration, really, really thankful! And the 'birthday poker card' your gave! With all the signatures on it, I will cherish it.

Our dont-know-how-many-times of presentation! Always remember Daryl doing 40 slides, making us falling asleep. AND NOT TO FORGET! HIS BUANG-NESS! EPIC! We will always bomb questions in each other presentation, bombing till the very end. Though this happens for a very short period of time and we stopped it.

Your never forget to mention my 'Thank you page' during my presentation. (:
As always, when someone ignored, your will be waiting for me to say, 'Thanks for ignoring!'
When we did something lame, the elder ones will say, 'LAME SEVENTEEN!'
Always laughing at my '90 degree bow'!

So many inside jokes! Too many to mention here. Ahh, I miss those times. ):

These details of our W15M daily lives make it even memorable! Once again, thanks W15M for making my first poly life a very memorable one! :D Let's see each other again for our next W15M outing, BARBIE KILL. (:
I will post all the rest of the photos on the next blog entry. :D

I LOVE YOU, W15M!

Went to a cotton on job interview on Friday with Akar, LJS, Liow! ALL OF US GOT THE JOB! :D YAY US! I suddenly urged Liow to cut hair. At the thought of it, I find myself so random that day. But Liow went to cut anyway. It's more boy-ish now, at least! It looks kinda good on him too! Akar cut his hair too! But I forgotten how the hairstyle looked like already. Haha!

Okay, my blog post shall end abruptly here.

2010-08-14T23:35:00.001+08:00

Hello world! (:

There's kinda lots of things to blog, especially a lot of pictures!
I'm thinking where to start...

2010-08-03T17:45:00.002+08:00

Something new today! :D There's no presentation!
I mean, no presentation infront of the class. But, we had to go out and present to the facilitator. Yeah, a group VS a facilitator. He asked a lot of questions! It's totally, ...

And and and. Tomorrow will be home learning!
YAAAAAAAAAYNESS! I don't have to wake up at 7.10am already! I just have to wake up at 8.30am, on my laptop, go to the discussion board and type, "I'm Shi Hui,I'm here!" Then, off the laptop and go back to sleep. (:

However, I have to make sure I wake up before 3.30pm to submit my PDT, worksheet, PPT. And, 'best' of all, reflection journal. I'm still thinking if I should do all these, since it's not graded! I will only get a 'H' for home learning even if I do all!

Wondering..

PS: I will be updating tomorrow on the EYES trip! Please look forward!

2010-07-31T22:57:00.002+08:00

Koi-ed with them! :D Went all the way to Bishan to drink Koi. I'm so hardworking! Took lots of pictures, waiting for Faith to upload and tag. Hahahahahahahahaha. (:

I'm so glad to find out that Akar is into K-pop! WOOOOOOTS. Finally someone in the clique likes and know about k-pop! WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!

2010-07-25T22:29:00.004+08:00

A day out with tan sok kee, low jia sheng and liow jun jie! :D

Wento orchard today to do some shopping! I seriously need long pants. As you know, my school forbids bottoms above knee. But I still can wear shorts on selective days, which means, some faci allows.

I managed to buy one pair of jeans today! :D In faded blue. NICE!

Anyway, the guys were bored to death because we were too busy shopping and ignore their presence. So they left earlier and left with me and sok! HAHA. better. =x It's easier for us to share secrets and gossip! Hah! LAU XIN YI, PLEASE JOIN US NEXT TIME!

We ate far east's nicest chicken rice for dinner! Sok! It's damn nice right!

Ohoh, some random thing. I forced Sok to listen to Super Junior's songs when we were on the bus to Orchard. (: But still, she thinks that Bonamana is the nicest. True though. But I still like no other!

Before heading home, we went to a pushcart outside far east to take a look. Cus i felt like buying a watch! I'm like, so often late for school now? I seriously need a watch! We bought the sama sama design but the colour of the strap is different. The watch is preeeeeeeeetty, I LIKE!

On our way back home, we chatted a lot. (: I had fun today!

TAN SOK KEE! WE FORGOTTEN TO TAKE A PICTURE OF THE SAMA WATCH!

2010-07-17T23:30:00.008+08:00

hello world. :D
finally i've got the time to blog. past few weeks were really busy for me! busy preparing for UT. But I didnt study much too.

I've missed blogging about a lot of events! Including the prawning with FTG, celebrating lau's birthday!

PLEASE CLICK THE IMAGE TO HAVE A CLEARER VIEW! :D

PRAWNING WITH FTG.
Pictures! I'm still guilty for what happened. Shall not mention here.

LAU'S BIRTHDAY AT PEEEEEZAK HEART!
We had a simple dinner there. :D Then went to Mac to slack. Lau, hope you enjoyed the dinner with us! <3>

Yesterday we had enterpise module. We are asked to dress up for the lesson! Dress formal, just like you are going for an interview. Of course, a lot of people brought their camera to capture this moment! I didn't bring mine. ): should have brought it! But anyway, took quite a lot of photos.

I was exceptionally nervous for the presentation yesterday as well!

It's not like a presentation, it's more like an interview. The other group was supposed to be like interviewer and asked us questions. It's so stress when the whole class look at me and I'm supposed to answer those unexpected questions. But I made it, anyway. :D

Class photos with W15M! :D

2010-07-15T23:58:00.000+08:00

UT DOWN WHICH EQUALS TO MORE TIME TO BLOG! :D
i'll blog a proper post soon! :D
please look forward! <3

2010-06-30T23:02:00.001+08:00

feeling very 不安 now. don't know why.

scary.

2010-06-28T20:44:00.002+08:00

I realised I've got so much things to blog.

But i'm sick. ): I don't have the strength to recall back what I did for that one week. Unless I am really bored.

Had been sleeping for super long. Slept at 8 plus yesterday, woke up only at 12 plus in the noon.
Took medicine and slept from 2 plus to 6 plus. Still, so sick. Blocked nose and no voice! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!

I will blog soon, I guess.

2010-06-20T23:20:00.001+08:00

my new desktop wallpaper! :D

hah! because there are only nine photos and need to have at least ten. therefore, i choose the photo with only me, as the last picture!

2010-06-18T19:40:00.007+08:00

Great day yesterday! :D

FTG came to my school and we celebrate Teck's birthday! We tried not to attract attention by sitting at the corner-est, but failed. Anws, went to causeway point and planned to watch a movie. The queue is reaaaaaaaaaaally long! Disappointing, the movies were limited. ): I wanted to watch Karate Kid but most of them watched before, so A team instead. Maybe really not fated to watch Karate Kid as the seats left were dispersed all over and not even 11 seats avaliable. awwwwww! so sad!

Wento mac and slack cus we got like, 1 hr before the show?

The fact is, I slept in the cinema! Not because it's boring, but because I'm too tired. The module I had yesterday is programming, it kills all my brain cells ttm! In the end, I didn't manage to watch the whole movie! As I slept, wake up, doze off, wake up again, hah!

Thanks for the great day, FTG! :D

Today, we had enterprise. No presentation! It's only like a meeting, debating kind of thing? It was really fun! Cus we had to act like we are the seller whom wants to sell the land and we had to nego with the buyer! The market price is 22 million and we sold it for 38 million! To conclude, we 'earn' 16 million from them!

Totally funny day! We finally had a fun/interesting day for enterprise module! :D

XinYi! Dont worry, I will put your photo on my desktop wallpaper! Rmb, I love you always ah!

2010-06-14T00:21:00.001+08:00

Holidays over. School resumes tomorrow.

Argh.

2010-06-11T23:09:00.004+08:00

This is the one and only picture taken today.

Hello carsh! :D (inside joke, hah!)

Went many many places with Sok and lau today! Bugis street, junction, orchard central, 313, far east, ion! Da shou huo for me! :D

WOOOOOOOOO! Totally fun and funny day! We were totally talking nonsense today. We mispronouced alot of words! I just don't know what's wrong! But alot alot of laughters made! <3

Yay! I love today!

PS: Sok and Lau, I will blog about the shirt tomorrow! Miss me carsh! :D

2010-06-11T00:48:00.006+08:00

(I look perfectly normal in this picture!)

Heyya! :D A random word that came across my mind.

Anyways, met up with the idiotic idiots yesterday! Went shopping with 3 and 4, tang and zhen xin respectively! I didn't buy anything at all, because, first, nothing caught my eye, second, i'm going shopping tmr with sok and lau! I can predict I will buy a lot tmr! haha!

back to that. Tang and Zhen xin bought a lot and they've got DA SHOU HUO! Jealous luh. The clothes they bought were very cheap! !@#$%^&*!

OH! And that kok zhen xin had been blabbering alien languages from citylink to peninsula!

Anyways, went to Yi jin's house to mahjong after that! :D And we called kfc delivery! As usual, I lost the most! But, we didnt gamble money! Just the thing, I dont know whats that called.

Home sweeeeet home @ 9.30pm! :D

YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY! SHOPPING SPREEE WITH THE GIRLS TMR! :D
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

2010-06-08T00:51:00.003+08:00

I hope tomorrow will be a lovely weather with minimum 24 degree celsius and maximum 26 degree celsius, with no rain and slight sunny. :D

I have to go jogging tomorrow! Or else the fats in me won't disappear/disperse/(whatever you call that)!

2010-06-07T01:22:00.000+08:00

明知道我爱你 却不敢告诉你
我害怕失去你 宁愿沉默不语
该如何整理 幸福在手里
我恨自己 无能为力

明知道我爱你 却不敢靠近你
我假装不在意 反而痛了自己
多痛都可以 不能没有你
只想永远永远爱你
你知不知道我也没关系

2010-06-06T03:11:00.004+08:00

Worked today. I'm so tired! Basically because the journey back home is too long. ): oh myyy.

Almost late for work- AGAIN. I was suppose to reach the shop at 2pm, and I left home at 12.40pm! I'm almost late! When it shows 1.45pm on my phone, I quickly alight the bus and took a cab straight to far east. Lucky enough, I reached the shop at 1.59pm! :D But I wasted money by taking the cab! Argh!

oh myyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy, SO TIRED!

An image to brighten my mood!

It has to be you. <3

2010-06-04T23:02:00.012+08:00

(Click the pictures to have a clearer and bigger image!)
THANKS FTG! <3
THANKS FOR THE BELATED CELEBRATION(IT SURPRISE ME A LOT!)
THANKS FOR THE GATHERING!

One fine day..(which is today),
meet up with don and akar at clementi mrt station to go ngee ann together to have lunch with the rest of the FTG. Mainly to gather!

We wento Makan Place to have our lunch first while waiting for the rest as their lesson ends late. We headed to the library to enjoy the air con, haha! After that went down to the Atrium. We sat there and wait for the rest of them! And take pictures, of course! :D

I was busy cam-whoring with liow and they shouted, "Eh! They come alr!" Then I turned my head, they started to sing a birthday song and bring in the cake! I thought they are celebrating dont-know-whose birthday! They were really, Awwwwwwwwwwwwwwww! So sweet! A belated one, for me! :D THANKS!! Smashing of cake starts.

I never expect a belated celebration from them! I am totally shocked and surprised! THANKS SO MUCH! After that, we used Sandra'a mac to webcam! :D Totally fun! Haha! And there's a video too! It's all on facebook! Wento IMM for dinner. And home sweeeeet home! Once again, THANKS FTG! :D

oh, and I will remember this!

2010-06-03T01:13:00.003+08:00

I'm officially 17 now. :D I guess my classmates are the happiest ones because they hate it when I said I'm 16 years and 11 months. I'm thankful for all the celebration. Be it Sentosa or just a simple dinner. :D

31st May.

Went to Sentosa with W15M! :D It's a class outing cum birthday celebration for the June babies in our class! Too much photos, 300 over. And more in my classmates' cam. So I shall only upload a few here. Check out the rest on my facebook! W15M, I really enjoyed myself! Thanks for the yummy cake! It's from awfully chocolate! Thanks for the all the fun! Thanks for splashing water at me and the sea water is so damn salty! !@#$%^! And there will be a change of class soon! It's like, damn sad right? ): Thanks for all the hugs! <3

1st June.

Met up with Sok kee, Xin Yi and Don at 5pm for Swensens! Thanks for the treat! It's been donkey years since I last saw your! Though we only met up for like, 2 hours, but that is enough! But not much photos taken. Nehmind, we'll take a lot this coming friday! Cus we are meeting again this friday! yaaaaaaaaay! Clique gathering too! WOOTS!

After that, meet Idiots for dinner too! But I was too full. We wento fish and co. It's like, omg. Seriously pai seh to the max! Singing of birthday song from the Fish and Co crews. Thanks so much though. :D I love photos taken! But lets spam more photos, at least 400 photos, on 9th June! :D

Thanks for everything guys. W15M, Sok Kee, Xin Yi, Don, Idiots<3!

2010-05-30T22:19:00.003+08:00

Please click to have a clearer image!

There's a class outing tmr! :D @ sentosa.
I'm not sure who wrote the description, but it's kinda cool! And funny. Haha. (:

Hope it will be a fun outing tmr! :D
pls rain! so they won't be able to throw me into the sea. hahahahahahahaha! :D

2010-05-28T23:24:00.002+08:00

CAMWHORES! :D

Finally, HOLIDAYS ARE HERE! YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY! :D
Super duper happy! :D However, cant meet up with FTG cus they are still schooling! Sadded. Thought can have gathering. ):

However, however, however. Going to Ngee Ann to look for Sok kee this coming friday! WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! :D VERY LOOK FORWARD!

Heading to Vivo/Sentosa this coming monday! W15M celebrating my birthday and yayat's! But, I'm still very scared. I got bu xiang yu gan. oh tiaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaan. Therefore, I told them if only Yayat is going, then I go! I SERIOUSLY NEED SOMEONE TO SUFFER WITH ME! :D Haha!

2010-05-26T21:41:00.003+08:00

I will remember this day, 24th May 2010. This is the day I first cried in class on my first year in RP.

Thanks for everything, really. They were shocked that I cried too. Haha! BUT I'M JUST TOO TOUCHED LAH! Luckily, there's only half a class around.
THANK YOU W15M! <3

Your are the first who give me my present this year.
Your are the first who sang me the birthday song this year. (though only one line, hah!)
Your are the first who surprise me during my birthday using magic!
Your are the first who made me cry when trying to celebrate my birthday!
Your are the first who write your birthday wishes for me on my hand! PERMANENT MARKER SOMEMORE!
First birthday spent in poly life, so many interesting things going on!

Let me describe the scenario that day.

Bernard planned to use a poker card for my 'birthday card'. He actually asked the whole class to sign on that day itself.
THE IMPORTANT THING IS, I DIDNT REALISE ANYTHING AT ALL!

During the lunch hour, most of us were still in class struggling our maths worksheet. Bernard asked Ping Shi to distract me by asking me to go to her laptop and teach her the graph. Ping Shi is sucha a good actress! I didn't even realise anything at all!

After teaching her, Bernard called me over to my table and said he wants to show me some magic tricks. Yes, I go over. He actually slot in the 'birthday card' into the empty box and tell me to hold. But I thought is a spade ace, the card that I chosen!

After all the tricks, he told me to open the box and inside will be a spade ace. I know he's quite good in magic so I opened the box without hesitating. When I opened the box, I WAS REALLY SHOCKED! They sang one line of birthday song after that. Then I started to cry. I'm so touched!
It's just like, I didn't expect it to happen! It was really a surprise to me! :D

awwwwwwwwwww, so sweet of your. <3

But when they drew the birthday wishes on my hand using permanent marker, everywhere I went, everybody look at me. SO DAMN PAI SEH! They simply stare at my hand, yes, S-T-A-R-E! Lucky, it's washable.

This coming monday, we are going to sentosa! :D They are going to celebrate my birthday and yayat! I think more like burying me on the beach and splash water!

2010-05-16T20:59:00.006+08:00

(please click to have a clearer image!)

This is the proud-est comment I got after I study for that 4 weeks. :D This is a comment by my cognitve thinking module faci.

I'm so touched! T.T
YAAAAAAAAAAAAY!
Thanks for my classmate, for asking me challenging questions during the presentation to make me speak! :D YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAYNESS! THANKS SO MUCH! :D
I must thank him tmr! :D

Recalling that day, it will my first debating! I mean, not first, but first time I talked so much during debating! But mainly because he said he wants me to answer because I presented the part. I was nervous to the max when all the questions just come in like that.

hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha.
THANKSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS! :D

2010-05-11T17:08:00.003+08:00

Najib uploaded our class photo alr. This was taken yesterday also, but different camera. :D

I'm done with my RJ! :D
YAY! Today I do it earlier. And we had a early dismissal today! Only today. Cus the faci teaches fast. So instead of 3.30pm, we are dismiss at 2.45pm! WOOOOOOOOHOO!

Not much happened today. Just that I hate programming! It's so damn complicated! Even if your hands are itchy, type one more spacing, the whole thing will not work! Thats really.. Can you imagine you have to go find that tiny error? I took a long time! Need more practice, perhaps.

OHOHOHOHOHOH.
The grades for last week are out! ALL! 1 absent, 1B, 1C, 2A! Expected, the C i got is programming. This is much more better than the previous week, all C, 1A, D for programming. Main problem is because I did all the introduction for presentation. It's insufficient, have to present more.

One thing I have to mention here. Yesterday and today, no presentation needed! We are happy to the max! Tomorrow also. Just have to present the notes we write down on a mahjong paper.
This week is rather slacky. Hoho.

Hopefully the topic for tomorrow's module, Cognitive thinking is simple. :D

2010-05-10T21:36:00.006+08:00

They doing the WAZZZZZZZZZUP! \m/

pictures taken in class today! :D

well, just a short post before I start to do my RJ. I'm so sick of doing RJ luh! -.- But i know it's good for us. This is my motivation, I guess? Hah!

Anyway, for last week's science, I GOT AN A! WOOOOOOOOHOO! :DDDDDD
Happy to the max! :D YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAYNESS.
Overall, my modules for last week were not bad. Just a C for programming!
YYYYYYYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY.

I MUST KEEP IT UP! :D

We will be having a test this week. Kinda sianded. It is very funny though.
We are not allow to discuss with friends or bring any notes in. However, we are allowed to download all our past worksheets, powerpoint presentation, PDT and faci's 6P into our laptop! So it's like a "open book test" kind of thing. Hahahahahaha.

Let's count down! 18 more days to holidays! :D

Lastly, class photo! (from the start of school, today we've got the most absentees!)

2010-05-08T23:42:00.006+08:00

hello, weekends are here! :D hahahahahahaha, are you happy?
well, i am!

but, i'm sick again. seems like i'll fall sick every weekends!

above is a picture of me webcamming with ah sok! hahahahahahahahhahahhahaha!
LAU XIN YI! WHEN'S YOUR TURN!!! :S

Sok created a FB page for our clique! OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG! <3!

It's been 3 weeks i learnt programming. Until now, I still don't understand a thing about it. Turtle graphics, bob thing. CONFUSING! But, I'm reading up the 6P tomorrow again and practice with turtle graphics program. I planned to do it today, but no motivation. SO I'M DOING IT TOMORROW! :D

Hope I'll get it after practicing tomorrow!

2010-05-07T00:53:00.002+08:00

To my surprise, today's enterprise was okay!
Though the topic for today is very difficult- it's about motivation theory.

I hope i can get at least a B. :S

Tomorrow is science! We are learning chemistry tomorrow.
It's gonna be another chim lesson tomorrow.

Don, enjoy your camp! :D

2010-05-05T22:29:00.002+08:00

kinda dark.

hello world! I'm updating for that one active reader.
hahahahahahahaha. are you touched? :D

Tomorrow's module is enterprise. Like, sianded to the max.
I still remember for last week's enterprise, we were so confident as we put in a lot of effort. We wanted to prove the facilitator wrong! In the end, we got a C.
TOMORROW WE HAVE TO DO BETTER! :D
LETS GO!

Anyway, today is a funny day. Min guang and Mike started to imitate everyone in the class.
IT'S TOTALLY ALIKE! They imitated me having the 'thank you page' in the content page! Hah!
And imitate Aananda saying, 'basically' in every sentences. And imitate Kelvin for his shaky voice during presentation. AND MANY MANY. :D

Benard is so nice to do us a class video!
-Touched-

Yesterday, I did a 'whats up' sign to Benard and becomes the trademark of our class. Actually they also came upon the word 'WASSSSSSSSSUP' in the video, annoying orange.
So, early in the morning, everybody will be like, "WAZZZZZZZZZZZZZZUP!" Nosiy, but fun! The guys will start to, "hey apple, hey apple!"

\m/
love the class to the max! <3

2010-04-30T20:42:00.003+08:00

Hahahaha. Some photos to brighten up my blog! :D
The rest of the photos are on facebook, i'm so lazy to upload all here.

Life is so far so good. :D
The problem is that we have to do reflection journal after every module.
So, it's like, dreading to do!
Awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww.

Anyway, I had so much fun taking photos with these crazy bunch of W15M peeps!
woots! :D

compared to the first lesson, i'm more confidence in the presentation.
however, i will still be nervous for that tiny weeny bit.
now, it seems more like a daily routine.

I will try to update my blog often cus at least i know there's at least one reader!
haha.

2010-04-16T21:31:00.003+08:00

hello world.
i suddenly have the inspiration to blog. cheh cheh cheh.

well, school started already.
kinda look forward on the first day though the orientation programme doesnt rock at all.
maybe i look forward because i'm entering another phase of life?
haha.

today is actually the second day already.
i thought the first week will be quite relax, but NO!
On the first day of school, i'm having presentation already.
I cannot get use to it, so it's kinda difficult to cope with that little time and so much work!

On the second day, which is today, I learnt something.
It's to skip my lunch!
I'm not actually skipping my lunch cus I ate subway cookies.
BUT WE STILL CANNOT FINISH THE PRESENTATION ON TIME LAH! WTH.
and it's not a bring-home-to-do assignment!
We are given the task on 11.30am and must present by 1.30pm.
This period of time is our lunch break mans!
It's like OMG TO THE MAX!!

Well, actually all these presentations are helpful to us in the future.
So we are learning with a difference! (self-comforting)

Oh! Today something very pai seh happened.
I didn't eat my breakfast, so my stomach started to growl. It was really loud and everybody was quietly doing their worksheet.

Scenario
* my stomach growled*
then I looked around to see if anybody is looking at me.
Nobody looked at me, so I thought nobody heard it.

I asked my team members, 'did your hear anything?'
team members (i only asked the 2 who sit beside me) : what thing?
me (I thought they didnt hear it) : oh, nothing.
I decided to admit first in case later my stomach growl again.
me: Actually i'm very hungry, so my stomach growled until very loud, but luckily your never hear.
team members: oh, i heard it, alot of times already what. you hungry right!
THEN I PAI SEH TO THE MAX.
But feel touched also, they actually keep it to themselves and pretend to hear nothing.
HAHAHAHAHA. THANKS LOTS! :D

My team members for Science Module is actually very fun!
Though we sit like, the furthest is only 30cm, we still use msn to communicate when the facilitator is talking!
hahahaha.
We expressed our feelings before and after the presentation.
Like, "die lah, ppl's presentation so good sia. ours like short only",
"very nervous leh!",
"why he ask so many question sia, dont know how to ans!",
" our presentation finally ended!"
and etc etc.

WE ARE FUNNY PEOPLE, HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. :D
I'm not looking forward to the presentation, but my classmates!

2010-04-01T17:59:00.001+08:00

argh.
i hate april's fool day.

but anw,
HAPPY APRIL'S FOOL DAY PEOPLE! :D

2010-03-30T02:02:00.002+08:00

happy day. :D

today went out with the girls.
we saw teck when we were eating.
so qiao! hahahahaha.

a few hours later, teck came and joined us.
we shopped, makan together.

thanks for the day! :DDDDD

PS: Sok, how's the present? :D

2010-03-28T13:29:00.002+08:00

hello world! :D

clique had chalet AGAIN, last week.
nevertheless, FUN. :D but just some things that i'm very bui song about in the first place. forget it, it's the past alr.
i'm so tired on the last day that i almost fainted man.
we gamble a little and all of stakes are like only, 10 cents, 20 cents.
hahahahahaha, just for fun what. :D

school is starting soon. 2 weeks.
i must enjoy life to the fullest in these 2 weeks! :D
but i'm alr enjoying now, so, no difference.
what is important is to meet up with usual hangs and idiots during these days.

OMG, AND I ACTUALLY FOUND A NUMBER OF FRIENDS OF THE SAME COURSE ON FACEBOOK!
-TOUCHED-
we started chatting and things like that. :D
but i'm still scared of being alone during orientation programme.
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH.

okay, thats all.
bye world. :D

2010-03-03T05:05:00.003+08:00

hello world. :D

it's been so long since i last blogged.
i've spent my cny great this year! :D mainly because my parents only resume work after cny.
yayness! so i've spent most of the time with them! <3

ohohoh, and i've dyed my hair again.
it's like, the third time after o level.
from chiffon beige to light brown to black, but when there's light shine on it, it will become light brown. (wow, right!)
many said i look like ah lian with my light brown hair! so i wanted to get rid of this image and i wento dye again.

On 19th feb, gathering with clique for reunion lunch!
we ate steamboat at marina square. total awesome day!
ermmm, pictures later.
planned to catch a movie, but there's like 13 humans, with only less than 10 movies screened.
some movies they already watched.
we walked to cathay from plaza. check the show times and it will end at 11 plus.
by the time, no more transport home, so we dropped off the idea.

anw, might have a gathering again ard end of march.
low jiasheng not interested to join us.
hate you lah.

2010-02-19T05:55:00.003+08:00

life is great these few days.
sometimes out with family for dinner, sometimes just slack at home.
i really wanto slack at home whole day!! i got so sick of stepping out of the house.

argh, so sad.
this saturday cant join the whole family to lao yu sheng!
though we lao-ed like, 2 times alr? hah!
but this sat is the actual one!

anw, reunion lunch with clique tmr! :D
see yous!
(blog and pictures tmr!)

2010-02-17T05:21:00.001+08:00

done with all the bai nians. :D
yay-ness!
movie tmr!<3

reunion lunch with clique this fri!

2010-02-14T01:39:00.004+08:00

okay, i shall blog.

down with food poisoning last sat.
vomited, diarrhoea, fever.
loss of appetite, whatever i eat or drink, would be vomited out in the end.
so much better now after an injection. :D
i'm not sure whether isit food poisoning or what. cus i heard the doctor said it's food poisoning, but mummy heard it's some bacteria thing!

on thurs, meet up with sok, lau, teck at orchard.
we did a little window shopping.
i manage to buy some apparels by the end of the day.
woots! i love to shop for cny clothes. :D

i dont know why, i find working so fun.
maybe it's because i'm working only on weekends and it's not that tedious.
i guess if i work 6 days per week, i would be complaining like some maddies now.

like today, i mean cny's eve.
i still have to work from 12pm to 6.30pm.
i complained because i cant have a mini reunion lunch with my parents and brother at home before we go for a reunion dinner with the whole fam.
but i guessed i enjoyed myself today alot during work.
as i dare to speak up to my colleagues and chat with them.
hope it will be better next time!

okay, tmr going to bai nian.
HAPPY CNY AND VALENTINES EVERYBODY!
hope everybody have a great day! :D

2010-02-06T01:20:00.004+08:00

Had been busy these few days.
out with humans from usual hangs.
badminton, rebond-ed my hair, shopping.
gathering with michelle.

up next, shopping for cny clothes.
with usual hangs clique.
looking forward, kinda.
cus its been quite long since i rot at home.
i wanto rot at home! i just love it so much, dont know why.

gonna find some time to clear my messy room.
it's damn messy, so difficult to find a path to walk!
omg, i hate this. i gonna start shifting those cabinetssss in a neat way.
I HAVENT HANG THE PUZZLE I GOT FOR MY BDAY LAST LAST YR.
the disney puzzle gave by sok kee and xinyi.

i think painting of walls have to wait till next yr!
always like that. argh, hate this.

2010-01-31T03:01:00.002+08:00

I feel so glad i still got them around, always there for me. :D
thanks man, love all of your lah!

and and and, we have to change the date for clique reunion dinner.
12 human beings! so difficult to find a time that all of us can make it.
oh tian.
but its okay! we'll have it after cny! :D
doesnt matter it's before or after, as long as we are gathered!

anw, there's work today.
dont know what's wrong with the customers today.
i smiled at them, but they dont even smile back.

last few weeks all customers that came in to the shop were friendly like what sia.
today's just so different.

i'm so sick of eating in front of all the accessories.
make me wanna puke.
tian ah.
but all colleagues are very friendly! :D

2010-01-28T03:21:00.004+08:00

when i was still in bed, mummy came in to my room.
"you are still in bed?! what school are you posted to?!"

strange, she left my room after saying this sentence.
i quickly checked my phone, 5 missed calls and 12 messages.
i'm smart enough, to turn on silent, turn off vibration, so, total silence.
i wouldnt be woken up by any calls or msgs.
oh, and it's 3 plus when i woke up.

shocked, disappointed after i saw that message!
republic polytechnic, business application.
i immediately chiong out of my room and headed to the kitchen where my parents were.
and shouted. "TIAN AH! I GOT INTO REPUBLIC POLY LEH!"
which means, the 12 courses which i chose, i got in NONE.
it's too late to regret anyway.

i'm kinda interested in that course, in some ways!
but definitely not the school.
based on all the rumors i've heard.
and and and, i appeal. :D
hope i can get into ngee ann, at least.
alot nearer.

i could sleep 15 mins more, you know!
15 mins of sleep is really very important.

through today, i can actually see the contrast.
it's pretty obvious. (don! this one i got explanation aldy!)

but anyway, congrats to those who got in to their desire course! :D

in the clique, there are numerous that are satisfied. thats good!!!
see all of your during clique reunion dinner ah!

2010-01-26T15:23:00.006+08:00

liow jun jie just reminded me tmr is the day.
the release of JAE/JPSAE results.
i'm a little nervous now.
it's your fault, liow!

suddenly.
i start to miss secondary school life.

the days that we joked together as a class.
the days when a teacher gossips with us about other teachers.
the days when we hang out at mcdonalds for lunch.
the days when i sit beside lau and sok, disturbing them.
the days when we talked about how dnt sucks.
the days when we gossiped about others in class.
the days when we joked around with teachers.
the days when we skipped recess and bring our own bread, just to save money.
the days when jun jie brought a apple to school for recess and read twilight, dirty my book somemore!
the days when miss wong's tummy got bigger.
the days when how fnn students complain to us.
the days when we shout across the class to communicate.
the days when i shouted across the classroom to ask clique to have lunch together.
the days when i shouted across the classroom to ask clique to hang out on weekends.
the days when the guys bully you-know-who.
the days when we take our own sweet time to walk to the phy lab, almost the whole 1 hr to walk that 100m distance.
the days when we complain to teachers about our stress level.
the days when we smuggled food to the classroom.
the days when we listen to mp3 and do maths and the class is always quiet during the maths lesson.
the days when we fell asleep during lesson and nobody bother to wake us up.
the days when we tease our classmates who falls in love with another guy/girl in another class.
the days when our class went to do CIP together.
the days when our class performed our class song, Ku Juga Mencintai Dirimu.
the days when we mugged for o levels.

how i miss those days.

2010-01-26T01:28:00.003+08:00

I'M FEELING SO UNCOMFORTABLE RIGHT NOW! ):

OMG OMG OMG.
I dont know how to describe.
I feel like screaming!

At this time.

2010-01-24T02:39:00.005+08:00

PROM!:D
(lazy upload the rest, all on facebook.)

2010-01-22T02:57:00.006+08:00

went out today.
aim was to buy prom dress.
but didnt bought any in the end, cus i dont want to waste anymore money.
most importantly, nothing caught my eye, so i rather use the money to buy cny clothes.

the money i spent on accessories was, oh my tian.
not alot. but to me, its a lot of money.

went to peninsula after all the shopping at orchard.
cus js wanted to buy skinnies.
i bought 2 tees also! it's really nice lah. i like!
but they dont!

quickly train-ed down to boonlay to meet up with ai jing's clique, as we are celebrating yi wen and hong's bday at pizza hut!
hope they had a memorable one, cus everybody in pizza hut were looking at us. :D
went home after dinner.

anyways, today i went for a interview for the JPSAE at ngee ann poly.
omg. basically it's like having english oral.
and i simply suck at it.
so i dont think i can get in the course.

every interviewee spent like 15-20 mins during the interview.
mine was short and sweet, 5 mins, everything done.
o level english oral also like that.
jia lat liao.

2010-01-20T20:04:00.001+08:00

I hate this.
But still, i hope. ):

2010-01-20T01:17:00.004+08:00

the rest of the photos in facebook.

so muany muany muany days since i last blogged.
yeah, i'm acting cute. :D
hahahahahahahahahaha.

okays okays.

low jia sheng's bday chalet.
1st day, 15th jan.
met tang ting hui at je mrt station and headed down to clementi to look for liow.
the atmosphere was somehow awkward in the mrt cus liow jun jie lah!
it's the first time he's been so quiet!!
but he began to talk alot after a few mrt stops.

i'm so worried that tang would feel left out during the chalet.
but okay, not that case lah-.-
all the guys talked together like those, long lost friends.
endless conversations!
they even joked together like maddies can. -.-
idiot still suggested to have some ice breaker games, when the ice already melted.-.-

pang came and joined us after work. :D
we began to play all sort of card games.
then the guys suggested to go arcade, then movie!
we watched the spy next door! super nice!
but i almost fell asleep in the theatre, cus the movie was from 2am-3 plus.
went back to room and started to play card games then turned in at 5 plus.

2nd day, 16th jan.
still fearing that tang will feel left out.
cus he kept using his phone! like, sms, checking his phone every few mins.
idiot! what are you actually doing with your phone ah?

but anw, we went lunched and headed to ntuc/fair price/shopnsave.
whatever it is, it's actually a supermarket.
to buy the food for bbq. :D
when they're paying money, pang and me went to prima deli to buy a cake for ljs!
we even bought the one with the most cream, pink in colour!
idiot suggested to keep the cake in the cake shop and surprise bday boy at night.

went back to the room and started to play again.
i fell asleep, so i didnt know what happen.
i only remember pang jump on the bed and i woke up.
and the guys were outside starting fire for the bbq.

bbq starts, talked about prom.
no choice, we decided to go.
the girls came, we went to collect cake, then went back bbq pit.
surprise ljs.
finally clique sang bday song!
shocking man!!
normally anyone of us bday, we dont sing bday song, str away proceed to cut cake ceremony.
smash cake, smash cream, usual stuffs.
but still, we find joy doing it. :D

after everything, the guys are in the room, dont know what they did.
the girls are outside bbq-ing.
talking about prom stuffs too.

then then then, midnight, we wento bowl.
wooooooooo, nice. :D
until 4 plus, we went back room to play.
then to beach! damn cold luh, but soothing. :D
anw, does anyone says sea breeze is soothing?
nehmind, i'll be the first. :D

breakfast, and home sweet home!

the ba lu ku on my head only subsidies a little.

i'm feeling guilty now.
when i recalled, it seems like i pang seh tinghui alot.
i'm so sorry.

2010-01-19T04:30:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BDAY LOW JIA SHENG!:D
Pictures first, words tmr. :D

2010-01-10T01:30:00.002+08:00

It's been a week since I last blogged.

Tian ah. Results will be out this monday!
Feeling so nervous can.

But I'm going to dye hair after getting results!
AND AND AND.
out with clique! woohoo!

I hope to get at least 15.
Though it's absolutely impossible, but, still..
I'M STILL AS NERVOUS!

I dont wanto waste my time to repeat one more year.
T.T

Lucks people! :D
37hrs 20 mins more!
is it correct?

2010-01-02T00:06:00.003+08:00

no photos, hahahahahaha.

went out with clique today!
not all turned up, but still mad enough.
we watched alvin and the chipmunks 2!
it's nice!

then went to shop around and went back to somerset to have dinner.
walked around till 8 plus and headed to jurong point.

we have to buy a present that is worth at least 5 dollars for tomorrow's party.
so we went to mini toons to shop for the presents.
i think we were in the shop for like, 1 hr?
and we played with all the items and started laughing VERY loudly and madly.
the people who worked there kept on looking at us! diu lian sia.

because we were too loud, i think?
we played with the perfume too!
we picked up the 'tester' perfume and sprayed on each other!
we are super mad can. BUT PANG YAN HUI STARTED IT.
now i still got the rock melon smell!
damn low jia sheng and pang yan hui. choose a nicer smell one lah!
and and and. the picture on the perfume is those, cinderella, mermaid kind!
so funny!

we are total sua kuist today, in everything we did.

WE ARE MADDIES.

2009-12-31T02:29:00.003+08:00

Wento work these few days. :D
But i sign the resignation letter on the first day of work, hah!
I need to have 3 days notice, means today is the last day aldy.

Cus I cant take leave on weekends!
Worst still, the working time is from 10.50am-10pm.
Means I cant meet clique or idiots during weekends!

And the whole clique(for those who are working) are free only on weekends!
There's also a clique chalet coming up! woots.
so sorry if we didnt invite you on the first day, cus first day should be a clique gathering.
woots, look forward to our sweet sweet chalet!

big thanks to lau lau and mun mun.
cus the dinner break on the first day, lau lau accompanied me.
second day was mun mun.
because there's still 5 mins to my dinner break, i asked don to help me order mos burger first.
in the end, we still waited like, 20 mins for the food.
because i cant be late, i finished the food in 10 mins.
thanks lots!
and went home with si rong these few days since our work ends at the same time! :D

planned to go countdown tmr.
but i have work on the next day, means we cant hang out till the next day.
dead, cus teck seems to be like angry aldy.
cus i suggested this and in the end i cant ton.
so sorry man.
and not fully my fault, cus in the end don also cannot. hah!
bro, must share the responsibility if teck get angry kay!

end abruptly here.

2009-12-27T22:03:00.005+08:00

out with clique today! :DDDDDDD
only a few went, but lots of laughter made!
some cant make it too.

we planned to meet at around 12pm.
but i'm not feeling well, then i meet them at somerset instead.
and we shopped ard looking for present until our legs are breaking!
finally bought the present we wanted to buy and only left with card that need to be bought from somewhere.

headed down to jurong point after that.
went to have dinner first at bento q.
omg, its nice!!
then walk ard till 9pm and went home.

going countdowwwwwwwwwwwwn, i think. haha!

2009-12-24T01:46:00.002+08:00

Today went lot 1 with pang, liow and hong.

This morning, jj phoned me, to ask where i am.
I tried to sound very normal when I actually just wake up.
He still managed to know i'm actually still sleeping, and it's 1.20pm.
We are supposed to meet at 2pm.

Everyone were late!
We went to buy yiyue's bday present.
I went home after that. :D

I found out that i'm a weird human.
When I got a job, I feel like idling at home.
When I havent got a job, I feel like going out to look for one.

But luckily, for now.
I havent got a job, and super ultra happily staying at home. :D

2009-12-23T03:42:00.003+08:00

Yeaaaaah!
Today I received my first christmas present for this year!
woots! :D
My aunt bought for me, its a bottle of perfume!
I've got like 3 bottles of perfume now.
And I rarely use perfume.
1st bottle, i bought it out of curiosity, 2nd bottle was bought by girlfriends. :D

And today I wento get my camera for repair.
Damn. Its just that the battery I used was not suitable for my cam.
JUST LIKE THAT. -.-
My mum and I rushed like dont know what, because the shop closes at 4.30pm.
IN THE END, ITS JUST BECAUSE I USED THE WRONG BATTERY!

Piang.
When I called them last week, they didnt tell me anything about might be the batt prob.
And they told me to go there and let them checked.
I wasted my time luh.

The person still say my cam is a very good model, nobody complain about it.
PIANG, I TELL YOU, I'M GONNA BE THE FIRST!
It always get stuck if I take too much photos.
When I told her, she reply the same thru out, " cannot be, must be your battery fault. "

Still say its my batt fault?
If i really used the wrong batt=the cam cannot be even on, HOW TO GET STUCK WHEN TAKING PHOTOS?!
I've got the whole clique, 11 ppl who witnessed my cam got frigging stuck whenever we took photos.
Argh!

2009-12-22T03:22:00.002+08:00

I decided to throw away everything.
Really everything. Tear and throw.
All-of-them.
Those cant be tear? I used a scissors and cut.
I dont wanto left anything behind, really.

Out with liow today. Intend to look for job.
BUT SOMEONE LATE FOR 30 MINS LOH.
At least I manage to fill in a number of application form.

On our way back, we DISCUSS about somethings.
Some are quite shocking though.
Then he went to meet aijing, and i went home! :D

2009-12-21T19:41:00.001+08:00

Idiots' tee! <3
super ultra freaking jealous someone got the hot pink font.
alah.

2009-12-21T04:40:00.001+08:00

omg, its a long story again.
only friends know.
i'm super duper ultra lazy to type word by word.

anw, going out tmr!

hypocrite.
this defines you, totally.

2009-12-19T01:56:00.013+08:00

today went out with liow and hong.
pang yan hui pang seh me luh.
i sort of hate today, cus i'm the only girl again.
i totally hate it, really. but fun though, joke lots.

meet idiot number 1 after that. omg, congrats idiot!
she got third in school for her n level!
oh tian, well done! :D
we went to jurong point to collect my tees.

then she wento bought something, after that we headed down to lot 1 to look for number4.
yijin wento collect the idiots tee from him at his workplace.

phoned tang after that, and he came to meet us.
damn funny, he asked, " are your wearing very formal? "
hahahahaha, tang ting hui! when did you become so cute!
wento have dinner tgt at pastamania.
the food came damn fast lah! walk ard after that, took pictures, go hooome! :D

erm, i lazy, so i post the idiots tee pictures tmr ah.

anw, liow, cheer up kaaays!
no sales, but at least there's a guy today whom approach you and ask you to be the, (shit, i forget what brand!)'s model!

2009-12-18T00:12:00.002+08:00

hello hello!

today only managed to sleep at 7 plus in the morning.
But woke up at ard 2 plus in the afternoon.
Not enough sleep, but after going to the toilet, cant fall asleep anymore.
Then something stupid happened. hahahahahaha.

Anyway, finally watched finish the kdrama called you're beautiful.
Nice! There's alot of comedy scene inside.

Idiot number 1, good luck! :D

2009-12-17T06:19:00.002+08:00

Going out with pang tmr!
BUUUUUUUUGIS. :D woots.
last shopping spree before work starts.
*when i re-read this post, rmb to call liow to go also.
I dont wanto wake him up with my sms.

My addiction towards online shopping came back.
OMG, I HATE IT! But I love all the items!
argh.

Anyway, I got the urge to cut my hair again!
Short, this time.
I still remember how determined I was, last month, on keeping my hair long.
Hahahahaha.

I think most of your receive alot of brochures lately right?
All from different kind of poly. OMG.
I saw the courses I wanted to go, MOST IMPTLY, their cut off point.
Tian ah. Really jia lat.
Everytime I read, I will get butterflies in the stomach feeling.
Ah shit.
I think I can only survive going for humanities kind of courses.

N-level results out soon! tmr?
good luck ppl! :D

2009-12-16T01:57:00.002+08:00

hahahahahahaha, so funny.
i felt something amiss. feeling that some pics are missing.
finally rmb, its with the photo with idiot no.3.
almost smsed don, to get the pic from him, but realising its aldy very late.
better not, he still got work tmr.

luckily, i didnt.
cus the picture was taken using my phone!
ya, your maybe thinking, idiot.
YA~ I'M ONE WHAT.

2009-12-16T00:26:00.005+08:00

Few days back went for voluntary work at pasir ris.
Tiring, but kinda fun and gain experiences!
Sad enough, none of the girls I'm really close with attended the event.
But luckily got don, teck, ai dao, liow and idiot accompaniment. :D
As yi jin fall sick, cannot make it at the last minute.
Anyway, get to know a number of new friends! woo! :D

Went interview with pang and amanda on monday.
We waited kinda long.
Even wee hong, who went to report his first day of work also waited very long!
hah.

AND AND AND, I GOT THE JOB LAH! :D
Monday officially start work!
WOOOOOOOOO.

2009-12-12T00:30:00.002+08:00

finally packed my room.. part of it!

I dont wanto post any pictures cus it's really messy.
I still wanto sustain my good image.
I also realised I bought alot of clothes and all not even washed yet!
Not even talk about wearing.
When I was clearing, I was like, eh? when did i bought this?
or sometimes, oh! this one! bought when when when with who who who at where where where!

Still, I kept them in the cotton on plastic bag, as many know, cotton on's plastic bag are really huge!
Don't wish to wash them first, as my laundry basket still got a lot clothes unwashed!
Esp my bro's! He came back from army for a 2 weeks break.

I think i need shoes.
Or maybe more tees. Ya, more tees. :D

When I was clearing those worksheets and books.
I had dilemna sia.
I feared that I would repeat one more year.
Most impt, the chemical equations wrote on a paper and was pasted on my wall.
I havent remove it!
So I kept those textbooks. Threw away all worksheets.
All mags, all soft toys. E-V-E-R-Y-T-H-I-N-G.
But still, its messy.

After completely clearing everything and packing, up next would be painting of walls!
I think probably can be done before lunar new year.
I want my room walls to be pink! Baby pink.
Or hot pink!
Or maybe 4 walls, 4 different colours.
Baby pink, hot pink, Baby blue, electric blue.

2009-12-11T03:01:00.006+08:00

Happy Belated Birthday Mummy! :D
My mum's birthday was yesterday.
She said, I am one more year older.

But its okay!
You are always young in our heart, we know it.
Thanks for these few years of love and care.
I love you mummy!

Though we dont see each other frequently.
When I sleep, you are awake and vice versa.
We always use notes to communicate, and paste it on my study table or fridge!
Hahaha.
Tomorrow will be papa's bday!

Okay, today went to wheelock to buy a cake from big O.
The reason I went so far to buy a birthday cake for papa and mummy is because their cakes are awesome. Really.
It is quite a famous restaurant. But they only got two outlets.
One at wheelock, the other at paragon.

I phoned my mum to make sure she's at the stall, cus i wanted to give her a surprise.
Obviously, I lied to her i'm at the nearby coffee shop buying dinner.
She actually believe lah!
Then I quickly head down to chinatown to look for them.
Their reactions were, eh? why are you here?
hahaha. so funny.

After clearing, then home sweet home.
We cut the cake at home.
The cakes are really nice!

I must tidy my room tomorrow! M-U-S-T.
And I will post a few pictures of before and after.
The 'before' will definitely shock the hell out of you.

2009-12-10T02:54:00.002+08:00

Today went for the promoter thing.
Attracting salary! But no basic salary.
So probably will back out.

Stick to the factory work.
At least more stable.

If you think you can't ignore and do nothing and choose to gossip about me, then go ahead.

2009-12-09T01:17:00.002+08:00

Tiring day~!

Went out to look for jobs today, but no luck.
Tomorrow going for interview.
At some factories.
Just, probably. Cus have to work 3 months.

Then, another interview at westmall, 6pm.
Some promoter thing.

All the pays are quite attracting luh.
But my brother strongly disagrees with me looking for jobs in a factory.
He rather i do sales kinda thing.

But factory work time flies faster than sales luh.

2009-12-07T00:37:00.006+08:00

Today is sucha tiring but fun day.

We went shopping like some maddies.
From somerset to bugis, bugis to orchard.
We went to a total of 3 places to shop.

When we went to somerset, the uni qlo there was having some big sale!
And we had to queue up to go inside, and the queue was super ultra long.
They had to queue like, half an hour to pay for the items.
I didnt went in cus I joined them after my interview at wheelock.
Went to makan at food junction. Quite crowded, but luckily managed to find a seat.
It's not easy to makan together as a clique cus usually we had 13 people.
But some didnt turn up, so only 7 came. :D

Head down to bugis street after that.
The traffic there is damn slow! Damn crowded.
We waited for 2 traffics in order to cross the street.
Guys and girls separate after that. We shopped for our own things.
Then we meet again at a certain place and head down to orchard.

Sat down to replenish our energy at far east and ate some snacks.
Went to tangs to look for teck's wants until Ai jing and friends came and find liow.
He went to have dinner with them and we continue to shop at far east.
Freaking mad, can?
The funny thing is when teck went to a perfume shop and ask funny questions.
hahahahaha.
The picture above is the cologne that teck bought.
oh yes, he told me to take a picture of the price tag.
He's damn elated when he bought lah! Really very funny.

We took a bus to bukit timah, then 157 to westmall.
And, home sweetie home!

Everyone managed to buy items, at least one.
Except for liow.
Dont be too sad lah, you are still unemployed. But its okay! :D
When you get your first pay, we will accompany you to do your shopping spree kay!
At topshop, bugis street, far east, anywhere lah! :D
You must be very touched now upon reading this. Get a tissue, quick!

2009-12-06T04:39:00.001+08:00

At least i get to see people's true colours now.

Anw, out with clique tmr! :D
ORCHAAAAAARD.

2009-12-05T00:55:00.011+08:00

some pictures are taken from idiot number 1's facebook.
cus my cam is spoilt! wtttttth.
there's still alot of pictures, all in fb.

Out with idiots yesterday!
We went to kbox and slack at jp. :D
We had a siao day.

Met them at 1pm outside old chang kee.
We are always late~ hahahahaha.
After that, head down to safra's kbox.
Sing sang sung till 5 plus.
and i have purple lips! hohohohoho.

Then we went to jurong point to have long john silver!
Chatted and i'm always the last to finish my food. :D
We also started to talk about the past.
After that, we went to walk ard.
And we decided to do a idiots badge!
Since we had been having this plan all along, just that everytime we didnt get a conclusion.
And also, idiots teeeeee!

Finally, we gotten the design. :D
And its in the process of making.
woots. finally a idiots tee!

Next, would be clique tee:D
Had been saying since last year.
hahahaha. must get it done by next yeaaar.

idiots, thanks for the day ah! :D
meet up soon hor.
and the 'important' thing i told your last night, some things happened after that!
remind me to update your!

hohohohohohohohohoho.
out with clique this sunday!
woots. :D

2009-12-02T03:25:00.002+08:00

I do not know how terrible this world can turn into.

But I still cant erase those.
And the fact that you changed overnight.
I do not know what actually happened, until recently.
Yes, completely f shocked. Whats this now.

Please.
Dont spread those lies.
Its irritating, really.

If you want to act like you are the victim, go ahead.
I will still choose to keep quiet.

2009-11-30T04:11:00.002+08:00

It's so obvious that you are lying to us.
But i still want to act like nothing happened and believe you.
I'm gullible.
But i really hope what you said is true, from the bottom of your heart.

Really.

2009-11-27T03:52:00.002+08:00

still happily idling at home.
gonna seriously look for a job from next week.
it's not easy anyway.
everyone having holiday, everybody looking for a job.

still keeping myself busy with dramas and games.
time flies really fast!
i'm very lazy to go out these few days already.
feel like staying at home and idle all the way.

i used to have the thought of working at town area.
but i stopped having those thoughts. it's kinda far and draggy trip.
though kenneth tan say its just 30 mins.
but if really no choice, then..

ytd went far east with xinyi.
or is it ytd ytd? cant really rmb.
but anw, objective is to shop. but plan changed, look for job while shopping.
many shops are hiring, but they want either full time or 21 years old and above.
please loh. 21 years old can get better pay already.
do they still care about how many dollars per hour?
and its not like hiring 16 year old is illegal.

2009-11-27T00:12:00.000+08:00

okay okay okay.
wow wow wow.

2009-11-23T01:32:00.002+08:00

i'm back! hoho.
had fun! but tiring.
cus we have to squeeze in a room and there are about 14 people in a room.

Sok Kee, Xinyi, Donovan, Jia Sheng, Teck Leong, Jun Jie, Chong Hui, Newel, Farrell, Tee Yong, Barnabas, Jeremy,Wee Hong, Akar.

We hear people snore, making funny sounds also.
hahahahaha.

First day.
We reach kinda late, around 6pm. While the rest of the guys reach earlier.
Wento the kopitiam to have dinner together. Then, we return to the room.
Some of them played cards. Me, Sok Kee, Tee yong, Chong Hui, Jia Sheng madly took pictures together.
Thinking and doing all sorts of stupid poses.
Hahaha. After taking pictures in front of the dressing table, then we went to bathroom to continue.
And, ya, like si rong said, ITS THE FIRST TIME JIA SHENG TOOK SO MANY PICS.
Miss Khoo joined us at night, with her husband. Jun Jie bought a horror movie, and we watched it in the room, with lights off. So damn scary luh.
Some of us slept early, and we had to take turns kay!
Cus there's really not enough beds and mattresses. I slept at 3 plus, while the rest were playing cards. And because nobody wake up, so for those who didnt have space to sleep, went for macdonalds breakfast.

2nd day.
Those who slept early woke up and the rest can turn in. But sad enough, dont know who suggest wanted to go swimming. The guys all woke up, regardless tired or not, all went for swimming.
The girls stayed in the room, cus i'm just too tired. Oh, and before that, we went to burger king for breakfast.
Then we went to lunch at. I cant exactly remember where.
So, ya. Went to fairprice to shop for raw food, as we are going to have bbq at night.
Oh yes yes yes, Mr Chia joined us.
Suddenly, downpours. We were bbq-ing halfway through, so have to continue.
JunJie suggested to catch a movie, so we went to e hub at 11 plus.
We watched Raging Phoenix. At the beginning of the show, Tee yong told me we should actually watch the movie called, my girlfriend is an agent.
He actually fall asleep half way thru!

3rd day.
Woke up at 6 plus. Bathe and went to makan breakfast with hong.
And sok kee told me they were complained in the middle of the night, cus they were too noisy.
I was asleep, so i missed the fun.
We checked at 9 plus. And home sweet home. I'm still very tired now.

I only sleep about 5hrs per day in average.
Not enough luh!

2009-11-20T14:06:00.002+08:00

Okay, i've packed my stuffs for clique chalet.
Shall blog a little now.

Went for grad morning today.
Quite boring. I only enjoy the photo taking part. :D
Thanks people. for those people whom i forced them to go.
Esp don and js! hahahahaha.

Yesterday last minute rush to do the class video.
Finished at 2 plus, i slept at 4 plus. Really tired.

Having clique chalet todaaay! :D
hoho.
Okay, shall go prepare. :D
bye bye people.
Back on sunday!

2009-11-17T15:56:00.002+08:00

Had class chalet yesterday!
I suddenly remember we forgotten to take a class photo.
alah, wasted.

but anyway. we meet as early as 12pm.
we planned to go early. so meet clique at same old place, je mrt station, sama spot.
and i reached at 12.30pm. kinda late, but i've the reasons, not to mention here.
then then then. mrt to bugis to eat brunch. fastfood, long john silver.
girls mrt-ed to bedok to get food, guys mrt-ed to chalet first.

hahahahahaha, they cant get in, cus must at least be 18 years old to check in.
so they waited for us at the cheers to help us carry tons of things.
in the mean time, we also waited for mr chia to cab down to help us check in.
thanks cher! (create facebook lah.)

start to drizzle.
no choice, too hungry, so bbq in the rain. its not heavy, though.
grab food fast.
soon after, nas and the rest joined us.
then go home at 10pm. :D
the rest stay over.

I dont know to go for the grad morning not.
looks kinda. boring.
and our class, only 1 or 2 people going.
so is.. pathetic for our class. hahaha. :D

just like sok kee says, its not the first time anyway.
our class always has the fewest number attendance for big event in express stream.
and clash with clique chalet, so. I forced all of them to go with me!
hahahahahahaha.

I'm also in dilemma whether to dye hair not.
I like junjie's hair colour! cool luh. nice!
and i'm going to paint my nails black!
super ultra cool colour.

2009-11-13T15:46:00.002+08:00

I'm sick.

luckily, at the right time.
when its raining and after o levels!

but i have to recover by next week!
class chalet, clique chalet, ktv with sok sok, shopping with lau lau, out with sok and lau!
all coming up!
maybe also out with clique next week. but hong and jj going to red camp.

get a job sooooon!
i think going to look for a job with clique too!
except for js and newel. cus they already got one.
no work, no money.

2009-11-10T15:02:00.003+08:00

tmr will be the last day.
3.01pm will be the commence of our freedom.
i'm so touched! finally.

i'm not going to study sci today, as i already did few days back, for 4 days kay!
i've completed all sci paper mr chan and miss khoo gave.

so today i'm really going to relax.
i'm going out with my parents laater! :D
jealous of me, kay! heeeeeeeeees.
i must go to imm's cotton on later. finally there's a chance to!

i'm just so excited plus looking forward to tomorrow! :D

all the best people! for your very last paper in secondary studies.

PS: si rong! thanks for the dict! actually i found mine. :D
sorry, but really thanks so much girl! smileeeeeeeee. fnn's over!

2009-11-05T13:30:00.002+08:00

Out of a sudden, i started to think,
what am i going to do after o level?
will we still be in contact after Os?
will i bored to death without studying?

Suddenly, i'm missing studying.
Sounds stupid, but. you know.
I cant be going out everyday right.
clique and idiots still have to work after Os.
so sad sia. ):

i will also get bored to computer games.
or thinking that, if i'm bored, i call one of the cliques or idiots, they would reply,
"busy working, get back to you soon. "

though we are having chalets after Os.
but, it seems like we are going to separate after the chalet.
the world is going to change from that point.
though they reassure me times and times that kind of thing wont happened. but.

anw, 2 more papers to go, and we are free already.
freedom starts soon. really soon.

2009-11-04T16:25:00.002+08:00

Dnt paper was damn damn tough.
Though i didnt study, because i was busying studying history.
I fall asleep while studying history!
All the notes i'm preparing for dnt didnt come out.
Luckily, i didnt put in the effort to really read thru. It doesnt come out anyway.
So we had to use GENERAL KNOWLEDGE.

2 more days to go and we are done with o level.
damn excited lah!

ytd i dreamt about the clique chalet! hah!
this is enough to prove that how excited i am already.

All the chalets coming up!
woo.
I misss the bunch of idiots!

2009-11-02T00:14:00.002+08:00

later will be sitting for another paper.
first is social studies, follow by chem.

i find social studies so difficult.
we wont know what will be the topics that is coming out for essay qn.
but, lets hope for bonding spore, globalisation, healthcare.

i know its not good to choose chapters to revise though.
but what can i do! i'm so bad at memorising.
i used to love humanities, but ONLY HISTORY.
ss not included. :D

let hope for the best. healthcare would be the best!
i believe everyone is very familiar with this chap.
all the best everyone!

2009-10-30T23:31:00.002+08:00

Today we went back for science remedial.

Planned a surprise party for akar. He's touched!
Tears welling up in his eyes, but not even a tear is dropped.

We did the same old thing. Smash cake on birthday boy.
But Mr Chia and Miss Khoo also kenna. Ya lah, purposely smash the cakes on them.
After all the cleaning up, we resume our revision. :D

Js was caught by Mr Cheen for wearing slippers, and disallowed.
Told to go home and change. So we go to mac to study instead.
Called Mr chia to go over. We left early, 6pm, while the rest continue with their revision.

2009-10-28T23:27:00.000+08:00

Done with english and maths.
Yay-ness. :D

next week will be a tough week.
humanities, dnt, science. all squeeze in 3 days.
which means this coming 4 days will be tough too.

Got to mug like mad.
oh oh oh so sad.

at least 2 major subs are down. :D

2009-10-25T23:19:00.000+08:00

those who are 16 or 17 this year, you are going to have your o level english tmr.
are you nervous?

well, i am, quite.
english is a very important subject. most importantly, it's a must-include subject in L1R4.
Die die also must include.

There's only one idiom I could think of now to describe my feelings.
The most common one : Butterflies in my stomach.
Hah! I admit I only know this.

Oh! I know another one! Ho cun jing taught me: a snake in the grass.
It's something like, a friend with motive. Ya, something like that.
I didnt study much for english despite having 2 tuitions everyday.
Basically, I was chiong-ing other schools' maths paper for the past few days.

I only read through the model essay book, to obtain more content.
And also zeng wei's essay exercise he borrowed it to me from dont know since when.
I also read through the book that cun jing lent to me, with millions of chim chim vocabs and idioms. Though I dont really understand, but it's helpful in one way or another lah.
Thanks ah, cun jing. I'm grateful for that.

I also managed to browse through the letter format.
I would seriously memorise only tmr, cus I can remember better that way.
Hopefully. Cho toh ma teh, I changed my mind. I better go and seriously memorise after blogging.

After english paper, tense would really grew from that point of time.
This year time table is all cramp up! We are having ss and chem on the same day, history and dnt. Mind you, they are consecutive days! Physics on the third day.
How to study like that?

I'm deciding to choose MT, maths, science. The fourth subject would be either humanities or dnt.
So humanities and dnt are very crucial! Suay enough, they fall on the same day.
If one of them flunk, the other would probably also flunk. As both also need to memorise, not mainly on practices.
F&N does not fall on the same day as history! Geography does not fall on the same day as DNT.
I really don't know how to survive through this tight exam schedule.
Only one word to describe, suay.

Anyway, all the best people! :D

2009-10-22T23:40:00.003+08:00

brother called just now.
i planned to act cheerful as i dont want him to worry.
but i couldnt hold back anymore.
i cried so hard.

kor, take care. misses.
i will study hard like what you told me to, and also take care of grandma and papa mummy.
you are coming back in 2 weeks time! :D

2009-10-21T22:40:00.003+08:00

Today went to the library, for maths. I only did 3 questions!
After the rest went to eat, i stayed in the library with don and teck. We chatted for like 2 hrs plus and discussing about our coming clique chalet. We booked long ago. Thanks to don's mum!
Okay, after chatting for so long. I still havent decided.
Don and teck know what is it. Though teck say its our own chalet, no need to care what others think. But its still like.. not good luh. In some ways. Cus, you know you know.
We also had a real talk thingy. haha!
After that, we went home. Teck took bus, while don and me mrt-ed home.

Home sweeet home, shocked to see my bro became botak!
Faster grab my cam and say, "Kor! take pictures!"
And we took quite a number. Haha.

Tmr my bro will be going to NS, I will be having O level sci prac.
Oh tian.

2009-10-18T22:26:00.003+08:00

My family happenings are always on a very special date/year.
Dont know why.

First:
My brother's first driving exam is on 27th of March. Which is also my parents wedding anniversary. He passed, which makes this date more significant!

Second:
I took my, sort of major exams that determine whether i'm a smart or stupid student in sec2.
My grandfather passed away in the beginning of that year, which i'm very depressed over. As I'm shocked over the news, never to expect such things could happen. I still remember at that time, I stand beside my grandfather's coffin and told myself, my grandfather would wake up one day, and it's just a matter of time. And the song, hen xiang ni, sang by zhang zhi cheng, kept playing in my mind. I know it sounds stupid now.

Third:
My brother is 4 years older than me.
I still remember when I was primary 4, at my times, we still had streaming, EM1, EM2, EM3, which is a important year for all primary 4 kids. I'm one of them, of course! On the same year, my bro also had a important exam to sit for, as he was sec 2 that year, which determined he would be a pure science student or combine science student. A maths+ E maths or just E maths.

Fourth:
Same scenario. When I was taking my PSLE, he was taking his O level.
Which was double worries for my parents, cus their son had to take O level, and daughter had to take PSLE. Crucial. As PSLE determines whether I enter a good or not-so-good school.

Fifth:
Few more days, I'm going to sit for the very first paper (excluding MT paper), science prac. I thought nothing major will happen anymore. But to my dismay, no. My brother is going to NS this coming thurs, 22nd of Nov. EXACTLY SAME DAY WITH MY PRAC. I cant go there to sent him off, telling him to take care, wave and say bye bye kor. The reporting time and my exam duration totally clash.

Sixth:
The dont know how many weeks later after my brother go for NS, he would have a (i forgotten the name) parade. Which falls on 10th of Dec, my mum's birthday! We are given 5 tickets to spectate the marching parade.

My brother is going to NS. Though we didnt see each other much, only weekends. Cus on weekdays I stay at my grandma's house. I still cant imagine the days without you sharing food with me, and telling you, "kor, can you go down and buy dinner?" and you asking me, " mei, can you go down to buy food, i'm hungry!" though i dont go down to buy food that much! You are always the one who buy.

And also, you telling me, " what are you doing with the laptop? you are lagging my internet!"
I would always reply, "using facebook lah!" cus that is the only website that could totally lag your sudden attack. hah!

So whenever i'm angry with you, i would log in to my facebook and view profiles, photos, just to lag your sudden attack.
oh, and sudden attack is an online game, my bro love it like siao.

Anw, take care of yourself, kor. waiting for you to buy me sims 3 hor! remember ah!
you promised! :D haha!
but of course, i would also tried my best on my o level. (:
Look forward to your new image: botak and skinny! hoho.
I doubt on the skinny part.

I love you lah, kor! take cares!

2009-10-16T13:40:00.003+08:00

Loss of appetite this few days. (i know which is good.)
Feeling so tired and bored during lesson.
Cant concentrate in class. Esp maths.
Classmates are practicing hard on all sorts of school's paper.

People are practicing hard, and I read novel, listening to music at the same time.
What's really gone wrong with me.
I'm suddenly feeling sick of maths.

Feeling depressed.
I have the urge to take a long break and not getting into studies anymore.
But I know i cant.

My family pins hopes on me.
I know my family doesnt give me stress and telling me not to give myself too much stress.
But I know they me to get into poly, at least.

I have to do it, to get at least a result i'm satisfy with.
I want to get at least 15.

I know I cant do it.
我快不能呼吸了.

2009-10-14T23:18:00.003+08:00

Night classes resumed.

I thought we are having a week break before exams.
Then i realised we are having prac on 22nd oct.
And this friday is our last day of school.
But next week we still have to go back to school for chem lesson.

We are not well-prepared at all.

2009-10-10T23:21:00.003+08:00

I know this post would be slightly longer than any essay i wrote.
wong zeng wei would say, "ShiHui, you very funny leh. Why your essay so short, your blog post so long?"
So I have to say it first, cus I do not wanto let you have a chance to say! :D hoho.

This week was terrible.
With all the night classes and stuffs. Pressure and stress certainly had increased.
I hate that. Okay, i know. You will say i'm stupid, cus who likes pressure and stress?
Okay, ignore this part.

Anyway, yesterday went to the playground under sok kee's block.
we went to celebrate Mid Autumn! erm, ya, a belated one.
We bought 24 packets of candles and 1o or more packets of matchsticks.
Everything gone in an hour time.
I cant figure out how we play also.

Probably is the kids whom came to join us. (strangers.)
We are super friendly. They are just 12 years old! They scolded each other swearing words like, fuck you, suck you, nabeh and many many more. All these kind! We are damn shocked.
After burning those 240 candles or 480 candles, the guys went to play catching with the kids.
It's been so long since I heard that game.

Soon after, my nephew came and joined us.
He is damn damn damn cute. He said that Jia Sheng is handsome, and JunJie is ugly.
He also agreed that Donovan and Xin Yi look good together!
He played the Ice and Water with us, he pointed to Donovan, so Donovan had to be the catcher!
He run and run, never exhausted.

The guys got bored and rest.
My nephew pushed dont know who, i think is akar at the back and tell him to run, cus he want to be the catcher and catch him.
Akar run around for him to catch, of course at a slower pace, and my nephew just happily laughed throughout the whole running process.
He just find joy doing so.

In the end, nobody want to run with him!
Jia Sheng and Akar played the machine game with him. Until now, I dont quite understand the game though, only js and akar understood. They even said what ufo thing.

Barnabas suggested to play cards, since he brought it along with him.
We started playing Big 2.5, and my nephew wanted to join, but he dont know how to play!
Teck helped him and he was unhappy about teck not letting him to hold the cards.
He thought that the king card is the best card, and he would try to show off to the rest.
Although nobody wants to bother, he would tap everyone and tell them to look and he would start to show off the 'powerful' king card.
The rest would start to entertain him and say, "waaaaaaaaaah."

we played until 11.30pm then we went home.
luckily, we manage to board the last bus! home sweet home at 12.25am. :D

I'm determined to study starting from today.
I even planned out a to-do-list. Not really successful though.

Here's my to-do-list.
I only managed to do history notes and SBQ. But all these take me 3 hrs okay!
So sad right! I still can slack when major exams are coming.
I really need some self reflection man.

Don't procrastinate.

2009-10-06T23:29:00.002+08:00

I'm so tired!

I'm so full now, I dont wanto sleep with a bloated stomach.

Went to night class just now, and it was quite boring.
Cus sok kee they all are doing group discussion, then i mixed ard with wong zeng wei and lenard.
I manage to do two situational writing!

also joked a little. esp with wong zeng wei's stupid comments.
right, wong zeng wei?!
i think if he see this, he will start to give a lot of comments again.

a little while more, i'm going to sleep!

2009-10-05T23:52:00.002+08:00

it's not what happened in the morning that is bothering me.
i'm not going to give a damn about that anymore.
why should i?

thanks for people's concern.
zeng wei, anything(x3), huihui, jeremy wong jun feng, si rong, sok kee, lidya, and jeremy wong jia xuan.
indeed felt somehow cheered up a little.
wonderful friends i've got.
thanks millions.

but the world is changing into an unfamiliar place to live in.
so unfamiliar. its so scary.
so so so scary.

wouldn't it be worse if we were to step into the reality society?
i couldnt imagine how terrible it would be.

PRESSURE, GO AWAY PLEASE.

2009-10-05T15:50:00.004+08:00

I dont know what to say.
i'm in a loss of words.

It just seems like the world is changing.
change into a very weird kinda of place.
a very scary place.
a place that i dont want to live in.

why i chose to do that?
i felt stupid.
so so so so so so so stupid.
promised myself not to give any more hope.
false fk-ing hope. shit me.

these few weeks had been tough.
really tough.
so tough that i wanted to break down and let it all out.
though i hadnt been studying much, and not even quarter prepare for the major exam.
but the pressure is killing me. so much.

i really hate studying.
seriously hate.

and, whats wrong. they seems to be changing.
or the problem lies with me?
i seriously dont know. i'm so confused.
so scared, in a way. but why do i mind so much?

no, i dont know. in the first place, do i even have to?

this seriously affected me when i was taking the english mock exam today.
it just affected me so much, i dont know why.
i cant concentrate. memories and happenings flash through my mind continuously.
non stop. what can i do to stop?
no, i dont know.

SERIOUSLY, WHATS HAPPENING TO ME!

2009-10-03T02:19:00.002+08:00

I have a pair of panda eyes now.

School is really tiring, everyday ends at 9pm.
Reach home at 9.45pm or even later. then dinner, then straight away to sleep.
and i'm always sleeping with a bloated stomach.

I know i shouldnt eat too full for my dinner as it only an hour or so away from sleep.
this is bad for health.
but my lunch is at 2pm! 8 hrs in between this 2 meals.
and i'm having gastric these few days.

i seriously hate night classes.
which made me cannot have tuition on weekdays night.
and i have to wake up with insufficient sleep on weekends just to have tuition.

i'm tired, really.